Last October, I took a weird fall in the climbing gym where I "shock-loaded" my left elbow in an undercling position. I knew immediately based on the sound/feeling that something was wrong, and got an MRI a few days later which showed a >75% tear of my bicep tendon. Normally surgery is recommended ASAP for this injury because a fully ruptured tendon retracts into the bicep, which makes it more complicated to repair and can lead to worse outcomes. Because my tendon was still hanging on by a thread, I had my surgery ~5 weeks later. I had the single incision/"endo-button" procedure.
From from what I gathered from many nights of Googling (and from what my surgeon told me), I was expecting a fairly straightforward recovery where I would eventually be able to return to my previous level of climbing. For three months after the surgery, I barely loaded my left arm at all (nothing heavier than a cup of coffee); since mid Feb, I've been cleared to start strengthening exercises and resume light climbing.
What's bothering me is that after about 6 weeks of a decent volume of PT (including lots of bicep curls and weighted forearm supination), I haven't made any measurable improvements in strength. Also, some of these exercises feel pretty bad. I know a little pain is expected when rehabbing an injury (and maybe even a good sign), but this is less muscle pain and more tendon pain. Basically, I'm worried that either my surgery didn't adequately address the original injury, or I somehow re-injured myself after surgery without realizing it.
I'm hoping to hear from other folks who have had this injury/surgery to figure out if I'm overreacting. What was your recovery like? When did you start loading your bicep, and what did it feel like? How quickly did your strength return? And if it felt bad when you started using it, how long did it take for it to feel normal again?
Thanks in advance for your input.